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We let off balloons and shared memories tonight. The WHOLE lot of us. Mom, Dad, Sweetie, Middle and Mini Mann..also, me. It was good to be together this year for the first time since the first year. It's strange to me how each year's remembrance has been different and unique. We all watched the balloons float away into the sky until we couldn't see them anymore. It was really cold outside, so most everyone went in when the sight of them was lost. My dad hung back with me as I shared some secret memories and thoughts with the cold night air...and him. It was a special thing to share with him. Someday, I'll remember that moment when I remember him.<br /><br />I miss you, Michelle. Still and again today like the first day.<br /><br />The good news is that the grief cycle actually does a sweet thing over time. I didn't used to think that it would, but I'm encouraged having lived 4 years after she died that time really does make a difference. There is healing. The cycle moves much quicker to acceptance than it used to and it totally hangs out there too, for really long periods of time. And I still love her just as much and I still miss her. It just doesn't hurt inside like it used to.Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-50563504410038674082009-11-01T20:17:00.000-08:002011-03-14T08:52:49.900-07:00oh em gee!!!Today's my blogiversary!!!!<br /><br />How long has it been now? 3 years? Seriously!? or was it 4?<br /><br />It's hard for me to fathom the girl who sat in an office one afternoon and gave this whole thing a shot. I was so fearful at first and originally, I'd only shared the site with one person. My amazing Lisa.<br /><br />I know the pickens have been a bit slim around here as of late, but it's November now and I'm hereby charged with not sucking as a blogger for this month. I'll be effortful to give y'all a little something during November. It might not be deep or insightful, but by golly, I'll give it a shot.Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-71226588152706343042009-08-27T18:47:00.000-07:002011-03-14T08:52:49.902-07:00First day a'school! First day a'school!On Monday, we started back to school for the '09-'10 school year. Each of the kids had their own reaction and preparation for this epic event.<br /><br />I had my own.<br /><br />Actually, mine has been brewing for a couple of months. It all started with me keeping up better on the laundry. It no longer migrates from the dryer to the couch for an endless period of time. I actually fold it when it comes OUT OF THE DRYER. Don't be jealous. Get all crazy...trying to be awesome like me with this mad skill...oh wait. that's right. You're already a grown up and this concept isn't new to you.<br /><br />Anyway!!!!<br /><br />I noticed a couple of months ago that the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">smallest's</span> pants have gotten to be about the size that require the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">tri</span>-fold and the middle guy? his pants have moved all the way to the quad fold.<br /><br />THEN! On Sunday, I was over a friend's house and Mr. Middle walked up to me and I realized that I was <span style="font-style: italic;">almost</span> looking up to him. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Umm</span>...WHAT?<br /><br />Of course, in a tactical and completely grown-up move, we measured each other ON THE SPOT.<br /><br />He's about exactly one inch shorter than me. I'm giving him about 3 weeks and he'll pass me for sure. *sigh* I'm not ready for this. :-) Meanwhile, I am equally, completely excited about this.<br /><br />It's a pretty cool feeling as a mom to watch the babies grow up and become big and awesome. The Big and Awesome that Mr. Middle is bringing to the table right now is pretty much putting a HUGE smile in the deepest parts of my heart.Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-59759525939250787772009-07-31T18:58:00.000-07:002011-03-14T08:52:49.904-07:00mile marker<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiAx7Zm4doUZitaYeyBoHg2rcy-8vpX6a1c6wO2rpnuko7Kbpb7vK47-0CZmMi67t71SOwXcLk11ZReGSEgVX21fYZwmxICf09qhg92BqdePDEPDUsiv5fB7wC5Q1KYsMi05bFD0dkw1H27/s1600-h/07-31-09_2156-706201.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiAx7Zm4doUZitaYeyBoHg2rcy-8vpX6a1c6wO2rpnuko7Kbpb7vK47-0CZmMi67t71SOwXcLk11ZReGSEgVX21fYZwmxICf09qhg92BqdePDEPDUsiv5fB7wC5Q1KYsMi05bFD0dkw1H27/s320/07-31-09_2156-706201.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365581678336622034" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><br /></span>What a difference <a href="http://crazyplacesinmymind.blogspot.com/2007/12/i-hope-this-means-today-is-my-lucky-day.html">18 months</a> makesEveryone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-28217004778811878792009-04-20T17:44:00.000-07:002011-03-14T08:52:49.908-07:00aHAHAHAHAHAHAHAaaaaaMade ya look!!!<br /><br />Actually, while this is a hard place for me to write, I'd like to take this opportunity to thank the most awesomest girl in the whole wide world for getting me hooked on this here online journaling thing. This here, weblog. A living, breathing, dynamic stomping ground for my thoughts.<br /><br />Today, oh specialist-girl-in-the-world-that-I-didn't-make, is YOUR Birthday!!! You are a jewel in my heart and I'm blessed because of you!!!!Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-72980292008213899292009-03-22T18:27:00.000-07:002011-03-14T08:52:49.909-07:00posting moreAll throughout my move experience, I can't count how many times I thought to myself, "dude, you should totally post that!" Alas, as has been my ongoing experience with that feeling, I did not and I honestly have very little recollection of much of any of the things that I'd considered posting during that week.<br /><br />I will commit, however, to trying a bit harder to remember the things I think about posting. Lord knows, I'm online mostly all day, everyday. Of course, all the really good things happen when I'm not online. Well, really good as far as blogging about them goes.<br /><br />Tomorrow, I will report to a new office. Same job, in a corporate park. I don't think that in all the jobs I've ever held that I've actually worked in a Corporate Office Park. Hopefully, the experience will continue to grow me as a person. Actually, I hope that the experience of my job won't be much different. That the only noticeable difference will be the physical address of the place. Well, that and my proximity to those I work with.<br /><br />Cube Land!!! Here I come!!!Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-38670275880109289742009-03-20T17:40:00.000-07:002011-03-14T08:52:49.912-07:00OH! That's right! There's some details I may have left out...So, I mentioned in a <a href="http://crazyplacesinmymind.blogspot.com/2009/01/new-year.html">previous post</a> that I was considering moving. Well, I did it. About 3 weeks ago, to be specific. We're all moved in and enjoying quite a nice change to the normal, chaotic lives we'd become sort of accustomed to. Ya know something? I feel like I'm actually embracing the real grown up in me.<br /><br />1. There was only one night with laundry on the couch. After folding those loads, I decided that if my mom could grow me up my whole life without laundry on the couch, I could probably also fold my laundry as it comes out of the dryer and just be done with it. I've made a new expectation of the children where they are responsible to put away their laundry as soon as it's folded, in the drawers where they belong. It's working AMAZINGLY!!!<br /><br />2. Both boys are getting to school on time, every day, and from the school drop off, I've been heading straight into the office. That means that I've been waking up with them AND getting ready for the day!!<br /><br />3. I battled with the school district over transportation and I WON!!!! It did take the entirety of 3 weeks and a <a href="http://crazyplacesinmymind.blogspot.com/2009/03/rant.html">rant</a>. Go me!!!<br /><br />So, we're all getting used to the new address. I'm switching up some other things and might actually get a Florida drivers license. Maybe.<br /><br />Me. A grown up. Strange...Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-68819664625731858762009-03-19T05:37:00.000-07:002011-03-14T08:52:49.914-07:00RantI'm really not much of a ranter, but I'm just about at the end of my rope with a particular situation. This situation is with that of the transportation department in the school district where I live.<br /><br />Seriously? Unbelievable. Completely unacceptable. TOTALLY frustrating. GAH!!!!!<br /><br />whew...okay, I feel better now.Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-76791272715229544812009-03-12T19:29:00.000-07:002011-03-14T08:52:49.917-07:00How's about a little Grace?<p align="center"><a title="365 Days of Grace in Small Things" href="http://www.schmutzie.com/2008/11/grace-in-small-things.html"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0px; BORDER-TOP: 0px; BORDER-LEFT: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0px" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v491/schmutzie_pickles/buttons/seal-2.gif" /></a></p><div align="left">So, while it's not 5 things, it's one <em>really funny</em> thing that made me <em>very very </em>happy to have a special kid.</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">We ate at a friend's house the other night. They served Rice and Beans as well as pork steak of one part or another of some poor pig's shoulder. After the meal, I asked the lady of the house what kind of beans she used. "Are they just red beans?" "No," she replied, "they're pinto beans, I believe." Middle Mann, sitting quietly across the table piped up and said, "Pinto, huh? I thought they were Porkn!" </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">Wait! I think that is 5 things!!!</div><div align="left">1. Food I didn't have to prepare.</div><div align="left">2. Friends with gracious, sharing hearts.</div><div align="left">3. Relationship time after a meal with talking in real sentences.</div><div align="left">4. My Middle Mann</div><div align="left">5. Beans!!!!!!!! Even if they're not pork n beans</div>Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-85080005191575553522009-03-11T19:09:00.000-07:002011-03-14T08:52:49.920-07:00Ya know what? That's what!I've hit a bit of a stopping point in the rush that has been the months since the beginning of the year. Busy has been the order of every day.<br /><br />I've spent some time in the last few days doing some self-examination. Maybe bullets would be best for the next section.<br /><ul><li>I am a very capable person. </li><li>I think I can do more than the average person in a day.</li><li>I am often convinced that my value is completely based on what I can accomplish.</li><li>I despise lists. </li><li>Once I feel the beginnings of wasted time in my life, I find myself making lists of what I've done so that I can give myself credit for feeling tired or busy or wasteful of time.</li><li>Then I begin to despise myself for making the above mentioned list. </li><li>Then I think, "Why are you so compelled, self, to get credit. Just get stuff done."</li><li>Then I think, "Dude?! I am getting stuff done! Check out the list!?!"</li><li>Then I think, "What's up with you thinking that your value is based solely on what you accomplish and get credit for?"</li></ul><p>Well, I think you probably get the picture. I get knotted up having expectations for people that they simply cannot meet. Not due to any short coming on their part, but because I am downright, unreal. I don't know how to effectively just be okay with myself for what I do nor do I know how to be okay if there I things I'm not awesome at getting done. </p>So, this last couple of days, I've been working hard on getting out of the self-centered cycle and onto the reality that I'm a decent enough person. I work hard. Other people work hard. They sleep with a clear conscience and so. can. I. I'm not, in fact, valued because of what I can get done, at least not by the measurers that count (people that I love and that love me) in the long run. All they care about is if I love them.<br /><br />I do!! I do love them!!! Hooray for me!! The pressure's off!!!<br /><br />Now, if I can only make a habit of THAT line of thinking...Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-82972102398556146892009-02-15T18:06:00.000-08:002011-03-14T08:52:49.924-07:00just a couple of bits of weekend goodnessJust the other day, I got home from work and Mini Mann comes running in from the neighbors and he says, "Mom! I'm over at the neighbors' house. I'm being very good. I'm very respectful. I even prayed with them before their dinner. One thing though, I didn't know about their sign language at the end."<br /><br />Yesterday afternoon, the same kid comes out back and tells me he wants to show me something. He sits down with a book and begins reading...his posture is what was the cutest part of the whole thing and I realized, he does this quite often when reading to me. He sits with a very quiet body and holds the book just to his left. He faces the pictures toward me and reads all the words from the side. Just Like His Teacher!!!! It was most adorable.<br /><br />A little later, I'm folding laundry and I hear the following conversation from the other room:<br /><br />W: Oh! I love his books.<br />H: He only wrote Put Me In The Zoo.<br />W: No way, man! He wrote all kinds of books! Like Cat in the Hat, One Fish Two Fish, Green Eggs and Ham, Hop on Pop. Man! I can read those by heart!!!<br /><br />Good times. Good times.Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-19456849821292959242009-01-28T16:15:00.000-08:002011-03-14T08:52:49.926-07:00I just feel like I should writeThe other day, I had the awesome pleasure of talking to my mom on my drive home from work. We talked about all sorts of things, but one thing really stuck out to me. I feel that it's important enough that I go ahead and process through some of it here, where processing feelings seems to have fallen by the wayside.<br /><br />She and I were talking about grief. About how difficult it still is for her to make it through periods of time since Michelle died. Sometimes, the sadness envelopes her and removes her ability to sleep, or eat, or want to just do normal things. She talked about how sometimes the sadness just swims in her head and she finds it difficult to stop thinking all sorts of things.<br /><br />I was reminded of myself when she was talking. I remembered when I started this blog how I'd write and write about my sadness. I would type and think and process and cry and just get out a bunch of feelings. I told her about how writing, here, really helped me with getting out some of my feelings and moving through my grief. I told her that even though sometimes it was so hard to write, I would force myself to. I told her that those times would get out some of the truest, heart soothing thoughts. The hardest posts to write were the most healing by far.<br /><br />It's been a really long time since I've just sat here and vented out feelings. When I was talking to her, I really felt whole and settled in my heart. Healed.<br /><br />There are certainly lots of moments in my days that don't feel like that at all. Lots of days in my weeks that barely resemble the way I felt that night on the phone with my mom. I go through these days thinking that I've got things together, but then sometimes, out of nowhere, something is said and it hits me just right (or wrong), on a day where there's very little of me left and I realize that I'm probably not as healed up and healthy as I'd like to be.<br /><br />When I spend the better part of the evening crying because I can't sort out where the anger really stems from, I'm pretty sure that I should write. Because there I'll be, sitting there, swimming in a mess of thoughts, and what do I do? Avoid. Disconnect. Grow more angry at myself for all of the things that ... Sleep.<br /><br />I need to write. That's what I need to do.Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-8499847526271297722009-01-24T19:17:00.000-08:002011-03-14T08:52:49.928-07:00What I've learned about myself while drivingThe last couple of weeks, I've spent about 4 hours a day on the road, driving to and from a site where I've been providing onsite post-upgrade support. The onsite time has been intense. The drives have proven to be both exhillarating and interesting.<br /><br />There are those in my circle who have expressed concern about all the driving I've been doing, but really it's been quite a joy. I've been learning all sorts of things about myself and I've had some time to talk to friends and get to know the I-75 corridor.<br /><br />There are lots little conversations that I've had with myself...eerrrrr...the cars around me. Speeding, little car, single-serving friends. Oddities that I've seen.<br /><br />Pretty much, it's all come to one conclusion - I need to find a word. This word would plainly describe the sense of discrimination that I apparently harbor against stupid cars. More often than not, these cars are from stupid states with strange accents (maybe I've super-imposed the accents into the conversations that I have silently with the cars around me). Also, of note, the stupid cars are generally older - though not always. Sometimes, what makes a car stupid is that there's more likely than not, some sort of q-tip driving it (see - Buick, Impala or Town Car). I feel that it's important to identify what sort of specific discrimination I harbor as a sort of punishment for being so judgemental.<br /><br />I would like the record to reflect, that through the process of identifying my own personal short-coming, I actually am rather amused by myself and do not intend to cease my behavior. It's just me and my car. It's my entertainment during the long driving hours. It's actually what makes it so much fun for me.Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-73388073639657500272009-01-03T11:43:00.000-08:002011-03-14T08:52:49.931-07:00A New Year...It's another new year. I rang it in in the usual way. Much rest was certainly required on the 1st. I had an awesome day of resting on the couch with my girlie. The boys enjoyed the sunshine outside and rode bikes. It was an awesome day.<br /><br />But there was change a'brewing...something in the air.<br /><br />Several months ago, I took some pictures. I called them the befores. Today, I should be able to present the afters with very little effort. You see, in an effort to downsize and react marginally to the economic changes in our family's life, I've found a new place to live. It's an apartment just down the road a bit. A little closer into town. A lot less a month.<br /><br />The only downside is that our current home needs to sublease out the remainder of my contract. I talked to my landlord and he was very understanding. He's listed the house on the website where we found it and there was to be a showing this morning.<br /><br />Sweetie worked her butt off yesterday and I came home from the office and pitched right in. Not only can I now park a car in the garage, the laundry's nearly done. All the bedrooms are clean. I can't imagine that I'm about to admit to this, but with a couple of groceries in the house, I just might qualify myself as an actual, real-life grown up.<br /><br />Weird. Me. A Grown Up. In Real Life!Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-40927251439430430662008-12-30T18:07:00.000-08:002011-03-14T08:52:49.938-07:00my Sweetie did this quiz, so I am doing it too<strong>1) Are you really ready for 125 questions?</strong> HA! I laugh at you! After renumbering...there's only a couple more than 100.<br /><strong>2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?</strong> hmmmmm<br /><strong>3) Do you believe in God?</strong> Absolutely<br /><strong>4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?</strong> my son<br /><strong>5) Do you regret it?</strong> nope<br /><strong>6) Have you ever been depressed?</strong> mhmm<br /><strong>7) Have a best friend?</strong> Oh YES!<br /><strong>8) What is your relationship status?</strong> Complicated...at least that's the choice I've got posted on Facebook.<br /><strong>9) How do you want to die?</strong> Fast<br /><strong>10) What did you last eat?</strong> Smashed Potatoes<br /><strong>11) Do you bite your nails?</strong> yeah<br /><strong>12) When was your last physical fight?</strong> 10th grade? 11th?<br /><strong>13) Do you have an attitude?</strong> always! most pleasant :-)<br /><strong>14) Ever been arrested?</strong> not once<br /><strong>15) What is your real name?</strong> the one my momma gave me<br /><strong>16) Are you gonna get high later?</strong> not today<br /><strong>17) Do you hate anyone at the moment?</strong> hate...such a strong word<br /><strong>18) Do you miss someone?</strong> hmmm....yes, but not for long<br /><strong>19) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?</strong> twirl<br /><strong>20) Do you tan a lot?</strong> only if I can't avoid it<br /><strong>21) Have any pets?</strong> nopers<br /><strong>22) How exactly are you feeling?</strong> well fed<br /><strong>23) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?</strong> um, yeah<br /><strong>24) Ever made out in the bathroom?</strong> *blush*<br /><strong>25) Would you take any of your exes back?</strong> prolly not<br /><strong>26) Are you scared of spiders?</strong> only when they're touching me against my will<br /><strong>27) Do you regret anything from your past?</strong> nah. everything has made me what I am today.<br /><strong>28) What are your plans for this weekend?</strong> weekend? Let me get through Wednesday night...then we'll talk.<br /><strong>29) Do you want to have kids?</strong> not any more<br /><strong>30) Ever kissed somebody that name starts with an C?</strong> hehe...yes<br /><strong>31) Do you type fast?</strong> very<br /><strong>32) Do you have piercings?</strong> YES <strong>How many?</strong> 4<br /><strong>33) Want any more?</strong> maybe?<br /><strong>34) Can you spell well?</strong> I spell relatively well.<br /><strong>35) What are you craving right now?</strong> sleep<br /><strong>36) Ever been to a bonfire party?</strong> does anytime in the last week count? or do I need to go back 2 weeks??<br /><strong>37) Have you ever been on a horse?</strong> no :( maybe in Heaven<br /><strong>38) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?</strong> yeppers<br /><strong>39) Have you ever broken someone's heart?</strong> yeppers<br /><strong>40) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?</strong> yeppers<br /><strong>41) Would you live with someone without marrying them?</strong> Do my kids count?<br /><strong>42) What should you be doing?</strong> paying a bill<br /><strong>43) What's irritating you right now?</strong> the bill<br /><strong>44) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?</strong> mmm....yeah<br /><strong>45) Does somebody love you?</strong> YESS!!!!!<br /><strong>46) What are your favorite colors?</strong> Blue. Green. Yeah, that's about it.<br /><strong>47) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?</strong> again, in the last week? or do I need to go back 2 weeks?<br /><strong>48) Do you have trust issues?</strong> probably not enough<br /><strong>49) Have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink?</strong> not in years<br /><strong>50) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?</strong> fo sho<br /><strong>51) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?</strong> why believe so, when i know so<br /><strong>52) Who was the last person you cried in front of?</strong> a dear friend<br /><strong>53) Do you give out second chances too easily?</strong> maybe 2nd chances. Just not 3rd or 4th chances<br /><strong>54) Is it easier to forgive or forget?</strong> forgive<br /><strong>55) Is this year the best year of your life?</strong> no. not even a little...except for the parts that were<br /><strong>56) Did you have a childhood nickname?</strong> I think so<br /><strong>57) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?</strong> tsk tsk...like I could answer that!!<br /><strong>58) Do you think you're a good person?</strong> no. Thank God for grace!!<br /><strong>59) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?</strong> completely<br /><strong>60) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?</strong> pooped<br /><strong>61) Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?</strong> my sister<br /><strong>62) What is bothering you?</strong> my dry lips<br /><strong>63) Have you ever been out of state?</strong> cheah<br /><strong>64) Are you listening to music right now?</strong> no<br /><strong>65) Do you like Chinese food?</strong> yeah, but not as much as Mexican<br /><strong>66) Do you know your father's b-day?</strong> I do<br /><strong>67) Are you afraid of the dark?</strong> nope<br /><strong>68) Is cheating ever okay?</strong> nope<br /><strong>69) Are you mean?</strong> hmmm.....only when necessary<br /><strong>70) Can you keep white shoes clean?</strong> for at least a couple of weeks<br /><strong>71) Have you noticed this survey stopped getting personal?</strong> sort of<br /><strong>72) Do you believe in true love?</strong> depends on what you think true love means...<br /><strong>73) Are you proud of the person you've become?</strong> Yes.<br /><strong>74) Do you like the outside?</strong> the outside of the internet? the outside of my car? the outside of my office? the outside of my house? There's just too many outsides to choose from<br /><strong>75) Are you currently bored?</strong> not so much<br /><strong>76) Do you wanna get married?</strong> probably not again...i dunno...we'll see<br /><strong>77) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?</strong> yeah, as long as that boy/girl isn't my progeny<br /><strong>78) Are you hungry?</strong> not anymore<br /><strong>79) Do you have a bank account?</strong> unfortunately, yes<br /><strong>80) Do you like Subway?</strong> it's not too bad<br /><strong>81) Would it be hard to kiss the last person who kissed you?</strong> not even for a second<br /><strong>82) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?</strong> like 'em back<br /><strong>83) Do you talk like your friends?</strong> it's possible....when appropriate<br /><strong>84) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?</strong> um...this week or last?<br /><strong>85) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex around whom you can act your complete self?</strong> Yes Indeed!!<br /><strong>86) Who is the last guy you talked to?</strong> Mini Mann<br /><strong>87) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?</strong> nah<br /><strong>88) Do you go to church?</strong> Yep<br /><strong>89) What's going on between you and your best friend?</strong> too much distance<br /><strong>90) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?</strong> probably Sweetie<br /><strong>91) Have you ever regretted letting someone go?</strong> sort of<br /><strong>92) Do you enjoy piercings & tattoos?</strong> on other people<br /><strong>93) What do you wear more: jeans, sweats, pants, or shorts?</strong> jeans<br /><strong>94) You're a Sharpie marker, what color are you?</strong> black<br /><strong>95) Where do you go if you are butt naked and locked out of your house?</strong> Get in my car, go to a friend's house and CLOSET SHOP!!!<br /><strong>96) Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?</strong> Morning<br /><strong>97) Have you ever said you'd never love again?</strong> not once<br /><strong>98) Do you want to please everyone?</strong> sometimes. does that answer make you happy<br /><strong>99) Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? </strong>*sigh*<br /><strong>100) Has someone ever made you a promise & broken it?</strong> people are people, after all<br /><strong>101) Are you alone?</strong> in the room, presently. yes<br /><strong>102) Do you have any older siblings?</strong> I do. She's in Heaven, though...lucky girl!<br /><strong>103) Did you speak to your father today?</strong> I actually did!!!<br /><strong>104) When is your birthday?</strong> March - the best month of the year!!!!Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-43948606480354249992008-12-23T17:53:00.000-08:002011-03-14T08:52:49.942-07:00It just wouldn't be the holidays without it!Alright!! Everyone, sit down....gather 'round. It's that <a href="http://www.shaveeverywhere.com/index_bg.html">special</a> <a href="http://crazyplacesinmymind.blogspot.com/2007/12/its-been-little-while.html">time</a> of year!!!<br /><br />I promise there's no RickRoll here, but the link beckons to you...<a href="http://www.manalogues.philips.com/">click me</a>. <a href="http://www.manalogues.philips.com/">Click Me</a>. <a href="http://www.manalogues.philips.com/">Click Me</a>! <a href="http://www.manalogues.philips.com/">CLICK ME!!</a>Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-34352804937903478332008-12-17T21:03:00.000-08:002011-03-14T08:52:49.944-07:00tonighttonight I wish for a few of things...not enough things for a full 365Grace post...<br /><br />I wish for an amazing night's sleep like I had last night.<br />I wish for an amazing morning like I did this morning.<br />I wish that when I wake from said amazing sleep, my neck will not hurt in a fashion similar to how it doesn't hurt right now.Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-8414078377749106562008-12-14T21:01:00.000-08:002011-03-14T08:52:49.947-07:00Christmas Lights and Gray Hairs<p>I've been driving around for a few nights and noticing some things about the Christmas lights in my area. There are rules about lights, ya know. What I've been seeing is that some of these rules are being broken...quite awfully, no less.<br /><br />Let's talk about the rules and we'll see if you know what I'm talking about. </p><p>1. Icicle lights...I'm pretty sure these should be outlawed. I've only seen them on one house that made me stop and say, "wow, that's actually pretty" and those were blue and white teeny tiny lights hung under the facia so it was clean looking from the street. That, and the blue and white tiny lights carried through the entire theme of the house's decoration. Nothing about the house didn't fit in with the rest of it. Next rule...<br /><br />2. Lawn Ornaments - These are just weird. Often, there's a porportion issue. The animals are the same size as the crazy blow up penguin or half the size of the teeny spiraly lighted tree. Lawn ornaments appear to me, to be more of a statement of the homeowner that indicates the level of cash they're willing to drop for the beasts. Oh, and there's always somebody in town that'll throw one deer on the back side of another deer therein causing the small children in the car to inquire what those deer are doing.<br /><br />3. Blanket lights - Not okay. Especially not okay if you need to trim your hedge.<br /><br />4. Single row of lights running along the roof line of the house without symmetry or without control. You know what I'm talking about here. Multicolored lights without a pattern. Or one where the pattern is clearly intended, but there's a break down somewhere and the pattern gets out of whack. Red, Green, Red, Green, Red, Red, Green. People? You can fix that. It's worth fixing. Or when the lights are dangly but should be tight? Your house wants to look good. Go ahead. Give those last 15 minutes of effort to tighten them up.<br /><br />I know there are more rules about Christmas lights, but those are the ones I'm recalling right now.<br /><br />Onto the gray hair news...I think I've found one on my head. My sister found her first during high school, but my grandma on my mom's side didn't get gray hair until she was like 70 or something. I don't think my mom has any grays. I don't think I'm particularly ripped up about it, but it's notable at least. It might just be a blonde hair that's growing out from my last color. Time will tell.<br /><br />*sniff*<br /><br />I'll be okay. No really. It's a natural part of life.<br /><br />Although, it's almost enough to convince me to go back to my natural color instead of continuing to dye my hair to match my eyebrows.</p>Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-18529758535135141082008-12-14T20:41:00.000-08:002011-03-14T08:52:49.950-07:00More grace<p align="center"><a title="365 Days of Grace in Small Things" href="http://www.schmutzie.com/2008/11/grace-in-small-things.html"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0px; BORDER-TOP: 0px; BORDER-LEFT: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0px" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v491/schmutzie_pickles/buttons/seal-2.gif" /></a></p><div align="left">1. Excitement to get back to my workouts </div><div align="left">2. T-shirts that don't mind tears and snot</div><div align="left">3. Friends that show up completely unexpectedly</div><div align="left">4. 12 hour Sudafed and CVS being open late</div><div align="left">5. Puppy kisses</div>Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-4162792615049618522008-12-12T20:15:00.000-08:002011-03-14T08:52:49.955-07:00Day 3?<p align="center"><a title="365 Days of Grace in Small Things" href="http://www.schmutzie.com/2008/11/grace-in-small-things.html"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0px; BORDER-TOP: 0px; BORDER-LEFT: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0px" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v491/schmutzie_pickles/buttons/seal-2.gif" /></a></p><div align="left">I pay no mind to your Julien calendar!! Today is day 3. Love it or leave it. It's my blog and I'll count how ever I want to.<br /><br />1. Loose buttons<br />2. Reverse in a manual transmission car<br />3. Fridays!!!<br />4. Awesome friends<br />5. Strong hands that strum my sore muscles</div>Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8945492411536223500.post-85887940620860033602008-12-03T19:07:00.000-08:002011-03-14T08:52:49.959-07:00day 2<div align="center"><a title="365 Days of Grace in Small Things" href="http://www.schmutzie.com/2008/11/grace-in-small-things.html"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0px; BORDER-TOP: 0px; BORDER-LEFT: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0px" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v491/schmutzie_pickles/buttons/seal-2.gif" /></a></div><ul><li><div align="left">Squatting 5 lbs more than my body weight and the endorphins this little activity affords my brain. </div></li><li><div align="left">Heat packs and warm water that help to ease my muscles and lubricate my insides.</div></li><li><div align="left">Carmex - I'm using it a bit oddly, but it's really doing the trick on my new heel cracks</div></li><li><div align="left">Clean boys that bathe themselves</div></li><li><div align="left">Nearly normal poop - One day, it'll be 100% normal again and I'll be a happy girl with happy insides.</div></li></ul>Everyone's crazy...http://www.blogger.com/profile/05861836167419215386noreply@blogger.com2