Sometimes there are things that swim around in my head. There are questions that I ask. There are answers that I lack. There is direction that evades me.
And do I know the answers? Really? When I'm broken and honest and void of myself?
Yeah, I do know that God is the solution. I know that He is the answer. He offers the direction. And I know that He knows that I doubt and waiver and ask. And He loves me in spite of that. And He helps me to see His way through. It's not easy and I mess it up A LOT! I don't why He does it, but I'm glad that He does. every. stinking. day.
But I still ask these crazy questions. I still try to solve the problems in my own head with my own power. And I still hurt. And I still doubt. And I still wonder.
I wonder if I'll ever get to a place where I don't. And if I ever get there, I wonder if I'll find some other place to be weak in.