If I had Xanax this evening, I would have taken it. I was a complete mess tonight. It was so hard knowing what I know about the pain that was sitting crying, sobbing really. I so wish that I was Superman and that I could actually just fly around the world so fast that I could make time go backwards and stop all the hurt. I really REALLY wish that were possible.

But...I got my kiddo back from New Orleans, so that was WONDERFUL! I totally missed her and she had a lot of off load and take on. She's so awesome.